You stupid, ignorant dick wad! What the actual fuck. Are you really this incompetent, or are you just a total asshole who is completely aware of what you’re doing. Either you are the biggest idiot on the face of the planet or you are just too much of a jerk to give 2 shits about anything besides drinking with your stupid ass college friends. Your drunk ass is probably one of the things I hate most right now, and the main reason for that is because you are making me go absolutely insane. Some how you made me fall head over heels for you and now you’re just going to do this? I hate you so much for making me not hate you. I really would love nothing more than to walk right up to you and slap you across the face. Maybe that would knock some sense into you. If anything, it would at least distract you from the flood of tears that you are responsible for. Ughhhhsiodje; fjsdlkfjw;lkejgfskdglkjreowr’fldjnhgtwleof;kgnsd;lodfsjkgksjdkjafskdjfkajsdkgjsadg
Ughhh why must men be so confusing??? Why can’t they ever just talk about their freaking feelings, for once. Grow a freakin pair. Do you think I like being emotional?? No. I don’t. I hate it. Sooooo. Much. But it’s YOUR fault so man up and for once give me a straight answer instead of putting me on a stupid roller coaster of emotions and then just not answering. Jesus like really? Come onnnnn. One minute you’re saying you really like me and talking about the future but the minute I say “we” it sounds like I’m talking about being together forever?????? Hate to break it to ya sweetheart but that wasn’t goin through my mind at that moment in time. Ughhhh you just make me wanna hdndjmkdkdned. And then cry. These tears shouldn’t be coming out of my eyes right now. What have you done to me?
Have you ever had those words that you were dying to say? Those questions inside, burning to break away?
I just wanna let go and tell you everything on my mind and in my heart…
…I’m just too scared of what you might say…
Like a text message or someone’s status. Everything was going fine until you accidentally came across something you didn’t want to read. Or found out something you were better off not knowing. It’s almost as if it was posted just to purposely hurt you. But you constantly read it over and over again to torture yourself. It sucks how one little thing can ruin your whole day.
Guess I just have a knack for hurting the people that I care about most